Fear not, hauss.
This is like a gang initiation. You have to get "jumped" to be admitted.
As Pat said, what you want isn't impossible at that price, you just don't have options right now. Something will present itself.
As frustrating as it is, this is a great time for you. You're in the driver's seat, although not the one you're looking for.
Remember, as you learn more, your tastes
will change. That's kinda how life works (at least for me
).