Bill,
Let me introduce myself, my name is John and I AM a Snakaholic.
What you describe and the physical symptoms you cite are classic signs of a man under the influence of 'The Snake' aka Snakaholism.
While this is described as a disease, there are no known cures. But unlike other fatal conditions, there is hope on the horizon.
The treatment is of the 12 step variety. The first step is critical, and really is the only step that must be commited to 100%. You must first admit that your life has become unmanagable with out 'The Snake'. Once that admission is made you have begun your recovery.
A person by themselves is no match for Snakahloism, but together we can over come. I am with you my brother. Remember we only have a daily reprieve in our addiction.
While today you are sans Cobra, keep the faith. Your days in the darkness are numbered and will soon end. With the help of your brothers and a faith in a higher power you will be healed. Don't turn your back on the solution.
Glorious things come to those with faith, you are no exception. If you want what we have and are willing to go any distance you will be rewarded. It may come quickly or it may come slowly but a CSX, real or replica, will come if you work the steps.
You are not alone, and it took courage to share your pain. I thank you brother Bill.
-Brother John
