[mustangmendez]

On Monday 11-9-04 pm I feel asleep in the old lazy chair waking up for some strange reasoned I felt I should just retire to the Bed with Wife and son .11:30 pm just laid down next to Wyatt notice his right foot was moving as he was keeping a beat at that time I was wondering it has been 2 months on the 8th since his last Seizure and bought that time his eyes opened and back they went he started he 4th seizure for the 4th month even thou he still vomits he was able to get back to his normal self with in 30 minutes .He is doing well.Wyatt just had a good ck up that morning with his doctor he was really happy to see his progress .After taking him back on Wednesday he said he looked very good and was puzzled by his seizure on Monday night .We just can not pin down what it is causing him to have them .We will be back in Austin for a 2nd EEG and maybe a trip to Houston to see another specialist all before thanksgiving keep him in your prayers .THANKS

Have you ever been Scared to go to sleep, that something bad may happen ?Day after day,

Try to sleep with one eye open and wake up for every move that goes on ?

Been afraid to be left alone with your own kid that you may not be able to help him or her ?

Live with good and bad thoughts and get knocked down for thinking good and starting thinking of negative things ?

I'm sure you have its just the first for me its very tuff isn't it ?

All in all he is getting better just not out of the woods yet. We really feel we are headed in the right direction but just wish it was over ...

Sorry for being so -Negative but just wanted to get it out of my head . Things could always be worst I have not build up the Guts to ask My Sister how see made it thru 2 years of torcher with her son, then loose him .Spend these next Holidays being with families and friends .
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