Tru,
I do not know what to think or expect anymore. I do not think when we die we cease to be. We just are no longer in the same state that we are in today.
I do believe in God and I always have, and I always will. I pray everyday, I am not ashamed of that and really do not care what others think if I am right or wrong. I do not know the "bigger plan" for my life or anyone else's for that matter. I just wonder , why things that happen, happen. Things like war, and suffering and some of the horrible things that happen in our world. The Tsunami was, well horrible, as was Katrina, as was Hitler. We all know that list could go on for years.
I just don't know why bad things happen to good people, that's all. I am sorry to Ron for not making myself clear this morning when I commented about the laxatives. That was funny Ron,

. I may not know now, but I will know someday.
Where do I think we go when we die, depends if I was a good boy I guess.