[imagine2frolic]

I can relate to the loss of an ability, and getting angry. 18 months ago I came down with Bell's Palsy. My face collapsed as if I had a stroke. I began to have extreme dizzy spells. I was just putting the shop together building shelves, and running electrical wire.

Once I actually started doing the work. At times it looked like I was drunk. I would hang on for fear of falling. A few times I had to explain to the customers my condition. It was frustrating as hell, and it went on for a year.

Inside I was boiling, but I had to keep that to myself, so I wouldn't scare off customers....LOLOLOL- My thoughts were I would have to sell my sailboat...FEAR.. Other thoughts were I wouldn't be able to recover my investment if I couldn't do the work. I xcan really relate to the story...... it's tough when you lose your ability.